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Assalamualaikum ..

oh btw, sy tak masuk hospital lepas strictly makan ubat. :)

So diam tak diam, pejam celik pejam celik, dah minggu ke 19 praktikal. 1 more week and i'm out. So apa yang i dapat dari internship nie? I would say a lot. So many. I do learn a lot. Not just about work but also attitude of people. Kalau kau rasa perangai kawan kau annoying and all, believe me, susana kerja lagi annoying.

My office is 100% bumiputera. So yeah! The mentality is a bit ..... and in this organization, first thing yang i belajar do not trust anybody, do not too attached to anybody, do not too friendly with anybody. Just do your job.

sbb ape whenever you mcm buat sesi luahan perasaan kt org tu, die akan sampaikan ke org lain. I nampak selalu jadi mcm tu. A cerita pasal B kt C then C g cerita kt D or C mengumpat A kt B. So senang cerita bila masuk ke kerja, perhatikan suasana, budaya kerja yang ade dalam office.

And ape yang i nampak, they always rasa diorg je yang reti buat kerja and others don't. Refuse to listen to their boss and even worst pandang rendah kt org lain and not to forget take credits based on others job.

So yea. I do learn a lot especially attitude of people in this company. And like org tua cakap, ambil yang jernih dan buang yang keruh. Yang baik dijadikan tauladan, yang tak baik dijadikan sempadan. Boleh fikir sendiri.

I ade manager. And this manager always cakap staff sini semua pemikiran kampung and all, bajet tahu buat semua kerja and bla bla bla. I used to believe that and respect her as she have non-meleis thought. Tp lama2 kenal and i kenal the other staff, my senior exec tegur my attitude and all, i now sedar yang manager i pun sama je. Pemikiran kampung.

die selalu rasa diri die betul, die selalu rasa ape yang die lalui dlm hidup is a part of enjoying life while others yang tak lalui ape yang die lalui tu tak enjoy their life. Ape yg i perasan, ape yang die kutuk staff tu actually die pun buat.

so please people. Think before you speak, think before you act sbb it can ended up you pun sama mcm diorg. Jgn rasa diri tu sentiasa betul. Sometimes kita betul, sometimes kita salah tak kisah la tua ke muda. Kalau diri tu sentiasa betul, then you are perfect. Tapi tade manusia yang sempurna.

So okay la. Settle sesi luahan perasaan iolls. Bye.